Oh no i didnt.................

Yes, i did, and i do, i do things all the time that make me feel so anxious, and i think the people around me uncomfortable... this is a real problem honestly im not joking, i cant control what i say sometimes, and i just say stuff thats probably inapropriete but i cant help it.

i heard someone say she couldnt handle any thing soft in her mouth once, so i said would you like something hard or what about something hard not 100% on which one but it was the wrong thing to say, if i am in a room and no one is talking i will say the dumbest shit ever, and get looks like "WHAT?" .This isnt good, im feeling really bad right now i want to be alone, i wish people wouldnt ask me questions, i answer them , i know this is my fault but they get insulted but im just giving an aswer, im not tryin to be mean or hurt them, i try to lie most of the time which makes things even worse i feel so bad today it was a good day really coz i was alone then interacting sets me off and i feel so bad, like low and hurt and confused, even though i now know why that hasnt changed.