Yes it does hurt ............

My girlfriend does more for others than she does for me, shes great, i love her, but she thinks things are what i want, i want kisses,.. attention..i feel like i get pushed aside, i want to hear she loves me, i want hugs, i know we have three kids and she does EVERYTHING to help them and they deserve everybit of her attention, but right now at this point in time i need her and shes not here for me, not in the way i need. if i tell her she will say she does everything for me and she does she is right, but she is doing everything except the one thing i want and need .
She isnt loving me. i feel lonely, i feel like i havent got anyone. i feel like im something for her to talk about now, oh he has aspergers etc.. etc.. etc.